ma lecturer might lost his job.. urmmm pity him but what to do? i never understand what he taught and told me in the class. i suppose to be very happy since he might be leaving but.... i think he is 40 something as his face doesn't look young and he losts his job now~ how ar? luckily he hasn't get marry but then he still needs income to survive right? sigh~

my dad asked me again whether i going oversea next year. sigh sigh sigh... not i dont want to make up my mind.. the problem is i am worrying i'm not worth for him to invest so much on me. i feel like going because is a new experience for me. but the thing is i worry i NOT WORTH since i'm not hardworking, smart and.... i dont have those good characteristics which a good student should has. and thinking of someone.. that someone might forget me... =(
although there is nothing between us from the beginning..

dad will be going sabah to work on next tuesday.
i am the last one who know it=(
me: ma... tomorrow i wake up earlier and i go for breakfast with u and dad k?
mom: har? tomorrow ar? make sure u wake up then. because me and dad will go buy something after that as he will be going sabah on tues..
me: har?!!!! sabah???!!! why so sudden?
mom: ... no one tell u meh? everyone knows..
me: !@%^#$@#$%$
wth no one tell me lor.. although i didnt back home for few weeks, still can tell me through phone ma... sigh.. 1st time for dad to go so far alone..somemore overnight. =S nothing to sad actually since he will be there for only one day. hahaha.

sifu starts recruiting volunteers for Chinese New Year again. feel like going but .... perhaps i should spend my new year holiday with my family..